pegasusCredit Card Access
September 4th 2006 00:07
I've spent my $5k tax cheque finally. Paid all my bills up. I did spend a bit on the pokies but I didn't start on them till my bills were paid, so I feel OK about that. I could have displayed a bit more will power but was happy with how the week panned out. The best bit is that now I have no cash left I won't be thinking about going and slapping it. In the meantime I just have to leave the credit card alone. I paid a big chunk of that off; the problem with that is that it gives me more to play with. I think I'll give it to my sister so that I don't touch it. No that won't work as it's linked to my bank account. Bummer. May have to consider paying it right off and then chopping it up. I've only kept it for emergencies but I don't really need it. Just another part of denial I suppose. If I pretend I need it for emergencies then I get to keep it for other things like gambling. I was pretty happy that I paid so much off it. But that won't matter if I start on it again...
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